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Saturday, December 5, 2009

Worst Week EVER

So this week has sucked ass in a major way! Let me give you the run down on why I hate life this week....

1. Hilary left..'nuff said.
2. It took me three hours to drive back from Denver in snow and rush-hour traffic.
3. Got a speeding ticket less than five miles from my house.
4. One of my dogs has diarhea, and it's too cold to leave her outside so I have had to clean up multiple messes. The other one is limping and I think she is depressed. And the third one never knows what the hell is going on.
5. I think my baby has colic.
6. My friend passed away from cancer.
7. There is a rumor that Aaron might get extended.

I am so ready for this week to be over, and I hope next week is way more positive!

There really aren't words....

I just don't understand why life is so unfair. I found out yesterday that a friend of mine passed away on Thanksgiving. She was 16 and developed cancer a little over a year ago. She had her whole life ahead of her, but it was stolen. She never experienced a prom, graduation, wedding, or being a mother....I don't even know if she ever experienced love or a first kiss. These are all the things most little girls day-dream about, but her time ran out before she was old enough to really live her life. She was such a sweet, wonderful, fun girl. I used to visit her when she was sick and we would go to a movie on a good day, or play Guitar Hero (she was so much better than me!). She had told me that her cancer was in remission, and that's the last I heard. I had no idea that it had come back and spread to most of her major organs. I hadn't been to visit her since Hannah's birth, and I truly regret that. She was so excited about me having a baby girl, and she never got to meet her. She was a wonderful person, and she will be missed. Rest in peace dear, sweet Lindsey.